 
Edward Abbey & Friends, University of New Mexico (1956-1957) Ch. 5
“Long live literature and reading!” – Jimbo Forrest
“I’m not afraid to die” – Ralph Newcomb
“Sure a lot of noise here!” – Edward Abbey
Jimbo Forrest –
“I returned to Edward Abbey’s journals, edited into the  book, “Confessions  of a Barbarian”,
 and decided to look in the index for Ralph Newcomb. A whole  bunch of 
things popped up, including the name of Ralph Newcomb’s wife, which was 
 Scotty (her maiden name was Eileen Scott). There are many references to
 Ralph in  this new book, so evidently he was a much better, longer 
lasting friend of Ed  than I had known or imagined. This “Barbarian”  book of Ed’s brings back so many memories.
 A week later, I have now finished Edward Abbey’s “Confessions  of a Barbarian”.
 There were dates listed for each of his entries. Of course,  we also 
knew, but he didn’t, the actual date of his death (March 14, 1989).  
Whenever you have the time (ha, ha) I recommend you read this series of 
diary  entries. His literary works are one thing, and many have had 
admiring reviews.
A week later, I have now finished Edward Abbey’s “Confessions  of a Barbarian”.
 There were dates listed for each of his entries. Of course,  we also 
knew, but he didn’t, the actual date of his death (March 14, 1989).  
Whenever you have the time (ha, ha) I recommend you read this series of 
diary  entries. His literary works are one thing, and many have had 
admiring reviews.
This actual diary of Ed’s reveals, to me, something different. He speaks
 of his  love for his wife (one after the other), and his children (one 
after the other),  and I don’t doubt his sincerity. However, what stands
 out the most, to me, is  extreme selfishness, which I believe, is a 
(necessary?) aspect of fame, whether  one is an actor or a writer. If 
you give most of your energy to your family, you  have little left for 
self-aggrandizement.
If you read this book, you’ll see he spent an enormous amount of time in
 his  life being alone. In the desert, in the mountains. Almost until he
 died. Not  always alone; sometimes with  Jack Loeffler and a limited few other  close friends. However, he was seldom with any of his five wives or five  children.
(Dead Horses & Sakred Kows)
 To produce the many essays and novels that he did, Ed had to spend time alone,  in the wilderness, without obligation to family.
 He became a famous writer. He  had an inner compulsion to observe, 
think, and record his observations and  thoughts via typewriter and then
 to his books. The numerous families get short  shrift.
To produce the many essays and novels that he did, Ed had to spend time alone,  in the wilderness, without obligation to family.
 He became a famous writer. He  had an inner compulsion to observe, 
think, and record his observations and  thoughts via typewriter and then
 to his books. The numerous families get short  shrift.
I’m not criticizing or passing moral judgments, only passing on my 
thoughts  after reading this particular diary of his thoughts and 
activities. What I see  is extreme self-centeredness. He had much to 
say, and took the time (from  others) to say it. He was successful, 
extremely so and, of course, is celebrated  for it.
Thinking back, I remember one night when we went up to the Sandias 
(Sandia  Mountains) after my KOB Radio shift ended at midnight. It was 
then, I believe,  that Ralph Newcomb and Ed hoofed it up the mountain in
 their cowboy boots. It  was a dark (not stormy) night, but later with 
moonlight. I almost had a  fistfight with another radio announcer, Don 
Brooks, and groups on both sides  held us back. (That was another story 
of that night. It had to do with my  enthusiasm driving up the mountain,
 honking my horn. Evidently, it woke Don’s  baby.)
 People
 drank, sat around a bonfire, paired off, etc. The night was clear. I 
was  on an upper ledge with a woman named Carol. Down below, we heard 
the sounds of  couples making love in the open air. Dawn came, but I 
will not divulge my  activities with Carol that night. Still, there was a
 lovely view from up on that  ledge, looking down at the valley. I don’t
 remember if I had to be at work that  morning, or not.
People
 drank, sat around a bonfire, paired off, etc. The night was clear. I 
was  on an upper ledge with a woman named Carol. Down below, we heard 
the sounds of  couples making love in the open air. Dawn came, but I 
will not divulge my  activities with Carol that night. Still, there was a
 lovely view from up on that  ledge, looking down at the valley. I don’t
 remember if I had to be at work that  morning, or not.
Perhaps it was during that particular beer party in the Sandias that 
someone  used my camera to snap the attached photo. Front Row, left to 
right: Ralph  Newcomb, Jim Forrest, Edward Abbey. Back Row: Could this 
be Malcolm Brown? I met Malcolm once, at one of many desert beer parties
  (1954-55), and I don’t think ever again. (Kinlock  Brown, the son of artist, sculptor, architect  Malcolm Brown [1925-2003] verified that his father appears in that photo).”
Author’s Note – 
Edward Abbey knew classic literature, and developed wide knowledge from 
what he  read. His personal life and strange career inclined him to 
lonerism and bigotry.  On the other hand, Ed intuitively knew that the 
world could not support an  ever-rising population. Most of his adult 
life, Abbey spoke and wrote eloquently  about and against the ruination 
of wilderness and open space.
 In Desert Solitaire Abbey wrote, “Wilderness. The word itself is music.
In Desert Solitaire Abbey wrote, “Wilderness. The word itself is music.
Wilderness, wilderness.... We scarcely know what we mean by the term, 
though the sound of it draws all whose nerves and emotions have not yet 
been irreparably stunned, deadened, numbed by the caterwauling of 
commerce, the sweating scramble for profit and domination.”
 
Edward Abbey grew up during The Great Depression, on a near-subsistence farm in Home, Pennsylvania.
  From personal experience, he knew the value of water, firewood and a 
substantial  garden. He often talked or wrote about his desire to go 
back to the land and  live a romantic,  subsistence lifestyle. (For Ed, subsistence living also included using his  old pickup truck for regular “beer runs” into town).
Jimbo Forrest (Postscript) –
 “We
 did definitely identify Malcolm Brown in that one  picture taken “100 
years ago”. I believe that was the only time I saw Malcolm.  Circuitous 
email route: Me to you, you to me, me to Jack Loeffler, Jack to you,  
you online to Malcolm’s son, the son to you, and then you to me. It is 
wonderful  what we can do with on-line computers and the internet.
“We
 did definitely identify Malcolm Brown in that one  picture taken “100 
years ago”. I believe that was the only time I saw Malcolm.  Circuitous 
email route: Me to you, you to me, me to Jack Loeffler, Jack to you,  
you online to Malcolm’s son, the son to you, and then you to me. It is 
wonderful  what we can do with on-line computers and the internet.
We have discovered a lot, beginning with an online ad from Amazon to me.
 I saw a  picture of Jack Loeffler’s book, “adventures with ED.” I 
ordered it. Read it. I  wrote to the publisher, trying to contact Jack. 
They forwarded my letter to  Jack; Jack answered. I did something, can’t
 remember what… there was a big flash  and then I was in contact with 
your blog and you.
How did that happen?
The rest is recent history, including an obituary for the original 
“Brave  Cowboy”, Ralph Newcomb. My head is still spinning, trying to 
integrate  1954 with  now, and all the experiences between then and now. 
As we say in Spanish,  HÃjole!”
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